First thing's first....I really hate this new setup. Don't like it at all...........
I'm really sorry guys. I just wanted to let you all know I'm still here and will be more active as soon as I can, at least with messages. I've been incredibly busy with my work schedule, I've regained somewhat of a social life, and my computer has been broken for two weeks on top of that. The only time I have access to the internet is at work, and it's work, so that can only happen when actual work is finished which means very limited internet time, so yeah. Haven't had internet at all during the weekends because of that. That's my life right now.
As for art, I'm trying to get back into my normal run of things. I found out a few weeks ago I'm going through a really strange case of depression. I'm perfectly fine, so everything is okay, which is why it took so long to realize it. I'm not sad at all, and I don't feel like I did last time when I just wanted everything to end. I've simply been completely unable to motivate myself to do anything aside from going to work. I can't even bring myself to do the things I really want or need to do like draw, put my puzzle together, write, or keep my place clean. Even eating sometime's feels like a chore. That's the depression I've had, which is very different. And I've been pretty lonely which is the prime reason I'm going through it, but that is mending thanks to my special group of friends I have here, so hopefully I won't feel like this soon.
I have to say though, it's really hard when you have fallen for someone who is actually from England and he actually acknowledges your existance without you having to remind him.
But everyone else is in love with him, too, naturally, so yeah. lol But I'm happy that he at least talks to me and we have a normal friendship. I don't know, but when it comes to men specifically, conversation always ends up feeling really awkward and it always seems like they have to speak to me just because I'm in their presence. Recently though I've actually been able to make actual guy friends, which it a huge thing for me. I've wanted the experience of an actual relationship for a long time, but even just friendships with actual men would have made me happy as well because it has never really existed in my life (sad huh?), and that seems to be happening right now, so I'm estatic over it. LOL XDDD
But yeah, that's what's going on right now. Nothing too exciting, but it's been a long time since I've really talked with anyone. Hope everyone is doing okay, and if you reply to this and don't get a response for a while, my broken computer is the reason why, with very limited internet time right now. It should be fixed soon...or at least I hope so. LOL